yea, i just sometimes feel like a weirdo..like im the only one in my class that feels this way. This year i finally got tired of it all and suffering so before a new class begins i find time to talk to the teacher about it so i know for sure i wont be placed in the front. The only things i worry about now is if i go to take the act and get put in the front row and start freaking out infront of the whole class..