I am so sick of this, as I have said numerous times before, and I know that it is getting old. Really old, so I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm here ranting and being a total *****, which is what I am anyway. I mean I have things really good. I have a roof over my head, I have food on the table, clothes on my back, and I even have this computer, and television...and all these things that are a luxury...and I'm used to them. I like them, but still none of this can overshadow the intense sadness and total hate that I have inside me. I hate myself. I really wish that someone would just shoot me in the [censored] head and let me die. If I had a gun I'd do it myself. Damn, I need some pills or something, there's tons here, just mix and match, and boom, I've ODed, wow, that's a wonderful idea. Goodbye.

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