(((((Abby))))) I hope that you are able to be honest with your T and express any emotion that you need to in as intense a way as you need too. T's are trained to deal with intense, crazy emotion, and so I would bet that she will be able to handle your anger!

In terms of all the other ways that you have been feeling, it just sounds like really bad depression, which I have struggled with myself. Are you on meds? If so, could you check into a dosing switch or maybe try something else?

For me, when my depression gets really bad, talk therapy is just completely pointless until I can get meds working. It's like, I actually get to a point where I'm even too depressed to talk or absorb what is being said.

Either way, I hope that you are able to connect with your T and get some help that you find to be useful right now.