Well said O2,
As you have written from a very deep part, I yearn to find people willing to go "deep." My mind works in similar ways and yes I hear you regarding the metadata floating around the head as well.
What you wrote simply put chills down my arms because of the way you said that. Thank-you for posting because I continue to learn about my "shades of gray" as well......

again for sharing your deep feelings...,
Your Friend,

crew