My last serious relationship ended because I was bipolar. And after that I learned to stop being honest. You can't put so much pressure on your partner. In my case, I was very needy and my boyfriend was not. I should have helped him understand me more. Or maybe I'm not even ready for a relationship. :/
But don't throw unexpected tasks onto your partner. It became all about me, so much I forgot there needs to be an even balance.
Oof.