bp and Zen, thanks for the love...you know, one thing that struck me as I reached out to people in my hurt, is that I've received more offers of help and hugs and caring in ten hours yesterday than I have from him in almost two years. My one friend even went so far as to offer to leave her guests at her Labor Day barbeque to come be with me. So, even though I'm still hurt and shocked, I actually have this rather warm and fuzzy feeling, too, because of all the terrific people I know.

Thanks to everyone here for being among them. : )
mj