Dam, I've booked another holiday for this yr, a trip to the Rhine Valley in Germany, and now I'm thinking, whats up? LOL I have always been so afraid to go away from home, but now its like my small circle of life isn't enought any longer, theres a whole wide world out there to see, but also, I;ve begun thinking, if I weren't paying for therapy I could go on even more holidays!

I know, therapy has enabled this and I've heard people say that eventually they begin to want to spend their money on other things, a sign therapy is having its desired effect. I've discussed in the past with T about the future and shes always said she will always be there and that some people when they have finished therapy see her sometimes a 3 months intervals, I think that would be a nice place to be eventually, enjoying life and checking in with her every so often. I'm not saying this where I am at right now, but I can feel the stirrings of this inside now.