I found out tonight that my ex is going to have a baby (well not him but his fiancee)... I always expected the news I guess, after catching them together I have always known that she wanted to fall pregnant - she mentioned it to people I know and talk with.
It's been a year since the break up.. a little longer infact. So why does the news make me want to break down and sob?
Firstly them getting engaged 2 months after the break up - that was bad enough but I survived.... now the pregnancy thing. I hate him and her.. trully hate them. I want karma to come back around and bite them on the arse. I regret having ever spent/wasted 6 years with him....
Why do the 'bad' people get to live the life that I wanted so much to have?
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