having a horrible day, horrible week in fact. i'mtrying to keep it together and its hurting me so much that the people in my life don't care enough about me to even be sensitive. My husband is having a hard time with me lately. he has more responsibilities at work and he can not have me calling every time i have a panic attack. called my mom hoping for some understanding and she tells me how i shouldn't discus my "little problems" with him because eventually he's going to leave me. then theres the other few people in my life who find it necessary to warn me of all the other things i should worry about to, like that he might try to take full custody of my children and all this other nonsense like i'm not upset enough. what is wrong with people? why do they feel the need to kick you when you're already down? i have been trying so hard to get myself together lately but the people around me don't give a crap. they figure why not throw a few more burdens on my shoulders. just needed to vent because, as you see, i can't call anyone.
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