belle  i think your feelings are coming from what ifs. tho you and your ex have been parted for some time it's kind of like opening an old wound. in time you won't have these feelings. just be kind to yourself-how bout a new outfit or sumthin'. sorry for your sadness and glad you posted so we can comfort you.
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