((((greenfairy))))
Geez, that's awful. I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. Do you have a therapist you can call? Just wondering. It's good that you are posting here. That's what these forums are here for. We understand, and we'll do all we can to help you. Try to do something nice for yourself today.. even if it's something small. I'm thinking of you. You can feel free to PM me anytime you need to bend an ear. I'll be more than happy to talk to you.

Love, Jenn