Today is the saddest day of my life for my friend Gareth is dead, he killed himself on new years eve, and we all only found out today, he was my close friend and now he is gone, its still a bit of a shock for us, its like we don't want to believe it and that we all expect him to come walking in at any moment, but we all now that he necer will, for he is gone, his ex-girlfriend took it really badly she was crying the whole day and I don't blame her at all, I just can't believe he is really gone. There are so many things i wish I had said to him, but I never did, and now he is gone, God I'm gonna miss him.