Lynn...I am so sorry I giggled on the last line there.I'm actaully blushing because it seems just plain wrong to find humor here...but,my lord I like the way you think.I am so sorry that you are feeling this stress and disconnect there at home.I always feel pleased when I happen upon a posting of yours.I am very displeased to have found this one,as I find you to be a lovely spirit,and had no clue you had issues.I am sorry for those issues.I am able to comprehend your feelings and want to extend a cyber hug....and compassionate eyes ...should you desire to pm me and engage in a relieving rant.(slight LOL there)My heart goes out to you.Many here care very much for you Lynn.I know I do.....Wolf