My Fiancee seems to be in a deep state of depression, Yesterday he said he felt worthless and unimportant we were shopping and he disappeared he called and said to go on without him he was going to sit under a tree. After about 2minutes of trying to get him to calm down he hung up and shut his phone off. I contacted his mother seeing as I was with my 3yearold and I am expecting his child any week now I needed help to find him. We found him walking toward the interstate he said he wanted to jump out in traffic. He said he doesnt feel right he always has a lump in his chest and its hard to breathe sometimes and he just wants to feel normal his mother wanted to take him to the hospital since he use to be on medication for anxiety a while back. When we got about to the entrance of the hospital he said he was calming down and didnt want to go to the hospital seeing as he had no insurance he just wanted to talk so we went out and he talked about all his feelings for a good hour. We decided to go home and he said he felt better. This morning he was trying to play a game on his computer and it froze so he smashed the keyboard and started throwing his computer and all his electronics away which happens to be one of his joys in life he works on computers and electronics and now he wants to throw it all out he even wants to give up playing guitar. I don't know what to do anymore I want my fiancee back. There has been two life changes for him 1. He quit drinking about two months ago, and 2.His first child is on the way.