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Thanks for checking in.

I'm sorry things are so rough with your boys. It's definitely a tough situation, and I can understand you feeling so lost and trapped with it. Adding T not knowing how to help adds another layer of hopelessness.

I can also understand those conflicting feelings about T - and the not needing her, but missing the closeness, etc. I can imagine going through the same thing - and that's so hard....but I'm not even close to being there yet, so I try not to think that far ahead as it just adds another stressor that I can't take on right now.

I hope you are able to find some way of dealing with the boys. I know you mentioned that you were going to get them into therapy. Maybe a boot camp, instead?

I hope the anxiety work will be helpful to you. I'm curious to know what that's about because I could sure use some of that myself!