I dont know how to cope anymore with how i feel. Its like im coming to the end of what i cant take. I feel like im being crushed all the time by people and they dont even care! I have no idea why this wont pass, i wish it would, i really do My doctor isnt any help really and my CBT isnt doing anything for me i just dont know how much more i can take. Im not at all in a good mind right now but im trying to get out of it but i cant seem too Its so horrible, time is running out i think. I really have no more ideas of what i can do to help this pass. i really hate me right now and i wish i hadnt changed my name now, i think notspecial is right for me, not this name