This is starting to get too big in my head. Oh, no! That is so not good. I will start thinking about this, and then it will snowball in my mind until I am in a fullblown panic about touching her! I will think about it every time we are together.

Maybe I should address this with her and just say, "I have been thinking about the no touch boundary. Have you ever gone past that boundary? What were the cirumstances? How would you feel if I touched you?"

Don't have any idea what she would say. I sure don't want to get my feelings hurt and made to feel like I have cooties or something!