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Hey Maria38Divine,
Thanks... I just want that magic word of well "your cured" which will NEVER happen or "you are fixed for now" which I don't think will happen just yet.
I want to go back to work... But I don't want to go back to that job. But there is no jobs out there at the moment. Scotland is crap for jobs at the moment. What if I lose my job and have to go on benefits? I am not a drug addict/alcoholic/special needs etc etc I have worked since the age of 16 and have done school and have got this cool job which has caused me sooo much heart ache and grief yet I liked what I was doing. I have worked my *** off and proven I can work my way up the chain which I have done... But no-one see's that. My Management just see's I am ill and that's all anyone will see me as.... ill
I am just sad right now... wanting to cry but can't as everyone are in their bed's.
I know I am moaning and being a cow and I do apologise I am sorry for being so stupid, and so low
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