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Old Mar 03, 2011, 09:47 PM
sxprt sxprt is offline
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I guess I am really not sure if I have had "hallucinations" or not.
I am on my third, mentally painful day of manicness (yesterday was a doozy)
I have been writing down my thoughts, experiences, etc and I am more in tune now since my manic episodes seem to be getting worse - so I don't want to assume I hallucinated.

So I walked into my bedroom and the light was on, I thought I turned it off. My bathroom light was on to and I walked in and as soon as I approached I heard the "violin screatch" that you might hear in a horror movie (think "Psyco") and saw a woman like the creepy one in the grudge. I only saw and heard for two seconds, but I saw ( like she was semi transparent).

I might add that when I "heard" the screech, it was not with my ears, it was in my head as if I were thinking of and "playing" a song in my head (if that makes sense)

Anyhow, input is appreciated as I would like to log this incident because this would be another piece of the puzzle I am realizing.
Thanks
Nick

PS - 30 minutes before this happened I had a "premonition" - I had a timer set because I was cooking (ha, manic is handy) and all of the sudden I jumped up to check the food and not a half second after I stood the timer went off...
-Sounds crazy, but I have had much more significant "premonitions" noticeably in the last 5 years, and supposedly my grandma has experienced premonitions as well.

Sorry for rambling, but PLEASE help as this is very important for me to understand. /end rambling