Thank you Online User,
I just need to keep writing I think and then it will all be over with and all sink in. My mania is pretty much nothing now which sucks. I really enjoy it. I get more manic at night but I guess depression has kicked that out of me. I haven't took my meds tonight and its nearly 4am so in another 4 hours I will be taking my 8am meds so what's the point in taking the evening meds right?
I want mania back and I want it back now. I don't like depression. I have had about 6 months of mania and mixed episodes and now depression brilliant huh!!
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