I would talk to my counceler, but i just..cant ask for help..

And Idk, he says i like to just start random arguments and alskdjf, i dont! i just, im very stuborn and hes..stuborn too and 2 stuborn people just dont seem to mix well... /:
But i love him with all my heart, and i need him. He just doesnt understand that this fighting is making me have urges like he couldnt imagine.
And I dont see my mom much because she doesnt have a nice environment to have us over.. she lives with her boyfriend at his moms, and shes an obese hoarder, soo.. not very welcoming i guess.. and she works 3rd shift; when shes at work, im sleeping../: ]: