many meds take a while to get to get to the therapeutic level as u know, suga. BUT i think your pdoc needed to pay better attention to your situation. i'm glad u're discussing this with your T. sometimes it's a life thing that needs to be addressed to assist you in coping with how u are feeling.
i had a similar situation around the first of the year. my T really helped me get thru it more than my pdoc. took 2 months for the depression to lift tho. very difficult time for me but i knew it couldn't last forever. know you work and that makes it doubly hard to function sapping your mental energy.
my previous T and pdoc said call them when i was having a hard time. you did that. i feel your pdoc could have tweaked your meds to help you get thru this episode or scheduled you in 2 weeks for followup.
know we are here for you and keep posting. it helps me a lot. take a ride on your horse too. it may lift your spirits for a few.