I am terribly sorry for your tragic loss. I lost my mom a year and a half ago. Even though it was not a child, I know the pain of losing someone so close to you. Although I cannot imagine the intense loss you feel for your child, I do know the intense loss I felt for my mother. I went into a deep depression and almost ended my life over my loss.

Please try to hang in there and you're welcome to PM me anytime you need to talk.

Take care.