Thanks. Well, I have managed this flare a little more strenuously, and have had some relief times... but then all the stress has weakened my immune system and I'm running fever, chills, sinus problems unbelievable. My appts are later tomorrow than normal, not sure I will be able to go to PT as he doesn't want anyone with any kind of sniffles around (and I need pt! haven't had any pt since Thursday.)

My T, however, will see me, I know. He says most of his ptsd patients are sick most of the time. I don't like this... it's really tough to think I will not get sick, I will not... and then get sick anyway. No control over this either? I'm "fisting" while sleeping again... and also tensing most of my body while trying to sleep.. why or how this happens I don't know... will ask PT and T I guess, if I remember above other subjects.

Sorry if I'm boring anyone.