Im new here, and going thru a rough time, im unemployed and having a hard time finding a job or the motivation to do so ( although today i managed to send out 4 resumes) My husband recently left me due to my mood swings, and he was the "bread winner" he pd all the bills, so he left me high and dry paying all the bills on my unemployment money, its not easy, sinse he left all i do is worry and wonder whats going to happen next, i have a little girl and she helps me get thru the day, i cant wait till she comes home from school and spend time with her. Im so lonley. Ive never been this deeply depressed, i have a T and a pdoc, ive been on many mood stabilizers, right now im on effexor abilify xanax and klonopin, the xanax barely gets me thru the day, and the effexor hasnt kicked in yet. I think I need to do find something to do to occupy my time, i just dont know what. Other than serious job searching.anyhow thats my story, im glad I found this place, its nice to know Im not alone.