I'm sorry that you are feeling so alone.

Did you make back connection with the friend you had a misundertanding with? If not, I know this isn't helping you out because you are grieving that friendship.

I have to say that I'm feeling the same thing as you are. It's a very hard place to be. You want people to understand but yet many will not because they don't feel it not because they are mean but just that they can't feel something that they are not experiencing. But I also know that this is not helping you out.

At least, here on this site, you can share and give love. You can give and receive. It is not the same as if we were close to you but, I know for me, it does help a lot.

Not many people will understand Ninni, and a lot of us here are alone with these feelings inside us. All we can do is try.

((((((((((((Ninni)))))))))))