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Mar 04, 2011, 05:12 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Oh gosh, I can so relate. There was a time years ago when I was exactly like you are right now. I wanted off ~ I wanted to leave this earth, and float around on a cloud. I didn't want to talk to any more therapists ~ one had even betrayed me and molested me. I couldn't do it anymore. But I knew I had to - my doctor sent me to a psychiatrist and I went. She took one look at me and asked me to sign myself into the hospital. I did ~ and I was so happy that I had somewhere to go to rest!! There were others just like me there too -- who understood!!
I had intense treatment for 2 weeks during which time I dredged up MOST of the things that had bothered me for so long -- things that were so painful. It was the best 2 weeks of my life. It did me a world of good.
No, I didn't want to talk at first ~ but once she got me started, I couldn't shut up.  I think alot depends on your therapist. How you're treated, and how they go about getting things out of you -- that's the key.
I wish I could ((((hug)))) you right now, and let you know that everything is going to be okay. Because I know it will. It just takes time. Perhaps Monday you'll feel like calling your therapist, because you DO NEED to call her. I wish you the best. God bless. Hugs, Lee
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