((((((tree)))))) I am so glad you did trust him and tell him. He does love you, I think, and isn't judging you. I understand fear of being judged too and keep thinking my T will judge me when she's not and won't. I understand shame too....I understand the pain it brings to me. I understand it has no value to me, no healing power...but it is still so hard to let go, hard to remember grace. But grace helps heal the shame.....
I'm thinking of you!