Thanks you guys.

I actually left a message with T and asked him to call, which I know was pointless, because it's Friday afternoon and I don't think we've ever talked on the phone on the weekend. I just thought maybe, maybe, maybe. I wish I could have a dialog with him and work through this.

His message was nice and he said everything I needed to hear, but still. I need to have a back and forth conversation.

I think I'm just stuck with it for now.