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Mar 04, 2011, 06:11 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2008
Location: Scotland, UK
Posts: 5,275
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Hey guys,
Just want to say a HUGE thank you for being understanding yesterday. I am now better. I spent half the day in bed and then went to meet my friend who stood me up so I had lunch in the pub on my own and then I found out her Mum is back in the hospital, her Mum is terminally ill and she had over-slept so I have to apologise to her on here for being a ***** to her. She was apologetic and I said we can meet next week when she has a free hour or so, which she has agreed to.
I took a slump when I got home as I was pissed I was stood up and have been self pitying and lying in my bed. I only got up at 9pm. I feel so much better for getting up and talking to 3 friends who have been talking to me since 5pm. I still feel a bit suicidal and I still want to hurt myself but I am wayyyy better than last night.
I have to be good as tomorrow is my Brother's Birthday Party which I am helping to prepare and then the night will be his and I can not spoil it for him and I will not spoil it for him. It's his night 
Thank you guys again!!!
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