Hi ((((((((googley)))))))). I know how you feel, caught in a whirlwind of seeming apathy from those you expect to care, and circumstances you can't make line up, despite your best efforts. You have every right to not believe me or tell me I'm full of it, but you will get through this. Hopefully, something will give and at least one aspect of what you're facing will work out, to start. Perhaps you could try approaching your parents again, and offer them the most pragmatic aspect of your situation, the one with which they might be the most help?

From the few times I've had the pleasure to interact with you here on the site, I recall that you're in school at present. Is there any way you might avail yourself of their counseling services and/or psych grad students in training as a means of therapy until you may return to your T? I know it's not the same as the rapport and trust you've built with your T, but perhaps it might serve as a stopgap measure and offer some relief until things are on a more even keel.

Wishing you all the best, googley--hang in there!!