Hey buddy-I know exactly how you feel. I've been a drummer for 20 years and my creativity crashed once I started taking meds. I dunno what to do about it because my meds manage my condition so well..I don't want to switch them for something less effective in order to get my creativity back. It's a tough call for sure. I agree w/the meditation advice, but if you have a stubborn brain, consider a med change to solve the problem.