Don't give up on it. That's interesting that you say you had this fantasy that is dropping away. Maybe you had unrealistic expectations of therapy. I know I have had those too. It's taken me several years as well to realize what hard work it actually is to heal and get better. But sometimes we do just want to be mothered .

So are you feeling like you aren't benefitting from therapy? Or not benefitting as much as you would like? Do you think you don't need therapy anymore? Or maybe you need to find a different T? Just brainstorming.