Lately I have been so emotional. I don't know why, either. Like when I read everyone's posts, I start to cry. Am I crying for you guys or for myself? It's like I can literally feel your pain, but I know that's not possible because I am not you. Nobody feels the same way about the same things, so why am I crying?

I had posted about some of my abuse on another site and one of my dear friends posted to it...it was the very thing I was scared to tell her about. Anyways, I was filled with fear when she replied to the post. I was terrified at just seeing that she had replied. Then I read her post and I started crying. All she said was that she loved me and that she would be there for me. I just didn't know why I was crying. I don't know.

I don't think I'm depressed very much or anything. So it really can't be that. It's like I'm feeling more and more...like I'm part of everyone...like I am not a person but all emotion.

I can't figure it all out.