hmmm well you just took extra xanax so is it wise?
No being up is not nice in the early hours of the morning.
Especially not if ur having flashbacks.
Maybe you can find something to do to distract yourself.
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Im sorry its been hard, often days where we experience big changes or emotionally charged situations will have this effect.
Dont panic, try not to stress too much on things.
Goodluck.