I just want to say a big thanks to those who PM'd me today and have encouraged me to stick around and keep posting. As you can see that is what I am doing.

I saw T today. First time since she returned from her holiday. It went really well. I updated her about the meeting I had with work people (I had sent her a text about it but was very brief with it) and went into all the details with her. Talked to her about a few other things that I tried this week and a some other thing that were good ie; no SI in over a week, no purging in a few days, eating each day. She said that she was thrilled for me and very proud of me. Then she asked me how did that feel inside GLUG! -HELLO T!? You know positive comments literally make me feel like puking because my brain is so used to focusing on the positive. I just made a face at her and she said "Lemme guess, you wanna puke right?" Yup. She suggested that I add these things to my appreciation lists that she made me write about myself. I guess I must've scowled, lol, because she said "I am serious. Do it. Write down the good things you did, the good things that I said about you, and the great characteristics about yourself that you exhibited this week." So I guess I have to because she will know if I don't when she looks at my homework next week...