Hi there
You can't let your friends make diagnosis, and please do not allow this feeling to continue to over take you.
See if you can talk to a professional and let him or her decide what the problem is, there are so many disorders that can be treated once properly diagnosed.
This can help all the confusion, and get you on track.
Friends may mean well but let's face it they are not pdocs.
I hope you lots of luck with this, always feel free to drop back here again.

Take good care now

"darkeyes"

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON