I've been so moody today. I got moody because of someone. I don't want to tell. Then all these thoughts came into my mind and I feel guilt or something. I cut myself today, it felt good when I bled and I wanted to overdose on sleeping pills but I'm too scared. The negative thoughts still came to my mind. I started punching myself hard. I'm just a waste of space. My mum is called me a attention seeking ***** yesterday and I'm annoying everyone. But I don't help because I'm a attention seeker and a ***** and stubborn. I wish I was never born. I feel like I'm going around in circles. I'm just a nasty *****.