(((happycheeks))) - I'm so sorry you're upset and it would bother me too, if I was called names like that. Are you getting help for the depression? Remember how you were upset before....then it passed and you felt better? Try to remember, these feelings will pass but you need safe coping mechanisms, rather than self destructive ones.

Do you have a therapist - if you do, it would be good if your therapist could talk to your mom. It's not right that she talks to you like this and it's sounds like she needs stress relief too. Don't believe those words, they're not true. I wonder if her parents treated her that way? I pray you feel better soon and you really do matter.