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Sweetie, you're asking some very deep questions ~ some have answers and some do not. But suicide isn't the answer! That's a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem! Things aren't always going to be this way. You are deeply depressed right now -- that is going to change! Because you're a teen, hormones are flying all over the place! When I was your age, I too wanted to die -- the guy I loved didn't love me, and I just didn't want to live. My parents were alcoholics -- and they never showed us kids any love at all. No one loved me. I felt so all alone.
But those feelings CHANGE. You need to talk to a professional. Your first step should be to talk to a counselor at school. That's the first step. Then the counselor should talk to your parents and tell them that YOU NEED professional help!! If you told me, they would just pooh-pooh it. The school counselor needs to talk to them.
Please talk to your counselor -- this could be the lifeline that you need! Hold on until Monday when you can talk to him/her. Don't harm yourself -- we want you here!! Promise??? Please? I hope you'll post after you've talked to the counselor and let us know how it went. God bless you. I'll check here on Monday. Love, Lee
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