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Originally Posted by unico
I sometimes have these troubles too, often they are the worst for me in mixed episodes. I take every little thing someone does that isn't 100% positive and feel like it is a sign of hatred and I start crying. I feel like people are always watching me and judging me and thinking I am less than them. I also over-analyze things and give small, insignificant things deeper meaning and also try to come up with as many possibilities as I can for why something happened a certain way. I tend to think I am an evil person and very different from everyone else.
I'm sorry that you are going through this. I often feel like books on bipolar leave out some of my experiences, too.
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I can't stand criticism myself either; it completely floors me and could cause me to dissolve into a flood of tears. I don't think that anyone is out to get me, but agreed that I beat things and scenarios to death. Your expression of over-analyzing things is very apt - that's what I do too. I was always WAY too sensitive, and it used to worry my Mom when I was young.