Well, I did it again.

I baker acted myself so I wouldn't do anything stupid. Last Wed, I had some major suicidal thoughts, I even devised a plan, But before anything got out of hand, I had the wherewithawl to go to the ER and ask to be baker acted so I don't do anything. I got back on my meds, (I was off for 3 weeks) and got Wellbutrin added to help with the Paxil. I feel so much better, and now have a support system in place. I got a social worker who really is trying to get me into some programs. So all in all I've been locked up from Wed, - Saturday.... very glad I was there and not somewhere else.