(((((((((( vanna ))))))))))

remember, you ARE a grown woman, and that happened a long time ago. You are NOT in an abusive situation now, and there are friends and those you consider family around you who will support you during your mother's funeral.

You have nothing to be ashamed about. You were little and were powerless to stop what happened to you. Know that you are not that little girl anymore. You are capable of making good choices in what you choose to do, and your friends and those you consider family will take care of you during this time.

If you have access to a therapist, going to see one a few times to keep you out of the hospital will go a long way in helping you to sleep well and keep you focused and going forward.

Sending you many good thoughts and prayers, too.

Jewels