i was hopping like everyone for a good new year but i nearly lost the one i love on new years day eve,
after the year we have had the end of dec summed it all up , with xmas looming fast i had news that my gran had passed away this being my mums mum, not being close to that side of the family something to do with my dad and auntie after my mum died in her 20s, so i hadnt seen my gran in 11yrs since my brothers funeral she had moved and was getting on with her life, i quite often seen my one if my uncles but hadnt seen the other since he was married when i was a bridesmaid so never having met my cousins who are about 17 and 18 so antispaction when thinking about going to the funeral , which was last friday jthe 30th, a long day becouse i did a night shift before and there wasnt time to get any kip before going to the funeral,
hubby was brilliant but on top of xmas and gran passing away some low life decided to brake into my car and steal my car stereo which was a wedding aniversairy presant, again hubby was brilliant this happened while i was at work on boxing day night , so when leaving work quite a nasty shock ,
then with regret i had to work newyears eve and not be with my family, managed to get some sleep before meeting with my uncles to have a look through grans stuff, this was upsetting for hubby as it reminded him of when the vulchers went through his grans belongings, so all this presure was building and then we found out a neighbour had lit a firework in our front garden hubby wanted to just thump this person one but i didnt want to i wanted it just left go ,
hubby thought i was sticking up for this person but i wasnt i just didnt want hubby fighting and getting in trouble, so we fell out and hubby went of for a walk when he came back he was very quite but it wasnt untill later that i realised he had took a overdose and was starting to become very ill had to get a ambulance and go to the hospital , spent several hours waiting for him to start getting better before i was able to leave for a couple of hours, when i got back he was better but still a bit poorly he had to see a liason nurse before he was allowed home , so the last two weeks were just to much of a strain on him and i nearly lost him, thanks to the hospital and ambulance crew hopefully things will improve