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Mar 05, 2011, 11:37 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2009
Location: west coast, USA
Posts: 26,649
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Originally Posted by notablackbarbie
Why are you not disgusted or irritated or repulsed by me? And i just remember now that before leaving work yesterday getting a group hug from the children. Because...??...they dont know how to see me as bad yet and i shouldnt contaminate them further by being in their presence...  |
--- 1. --- "Look, mommy, the emperor hasn't any clothes!" --- 2. --- "Look, mommy, notablackbarbie hasn't any badness!"
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Thirdly, hating me makes the most sense because i am stupid in too many ways. I am stupid at home, at school, at work, while traveling, and in each day to day moment. I am stupid because of all i do, all i dont do, and how slow and behind i am compared to others. I am stupid with my selfishness, dreams, worries, fears, hesitations, guilt, and shame. I can never do or be enough. I hate me because i am a hopeless and worthless waste. 
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 You might have even higher standards than Groucho did. 
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