I more feel like no matter what I choose I won't be satisfied. I'll always feel as though I've missed out. I spent 2 and half year picking a major in college. There was so much I wanted to do and no matter what I picked I just wonder if the other way would be better. I settled on history btw. And hindsight always being 20/20....i just wonder what if I had gone left and not right...etc. And then wonder what was the best possible way I could have gone. I know it's pointless to even think about this stuff. It's all in the past, but it really effects my decision making some times. Making me incredibly indecisive. I try to figure out all the effects of my decisions. Again I know it's futile but it doesn't stop me from doing it.