You're not alone. I have virtually the exact same circumstances down to the ending of a 4 year relationship, unemployment (instead of looking for a job though, I decided to go back to school, which is nifty except I can't hardly leave my house anymore I'm so depressed). Where was I? Oh yeah, similarities. I count the hours until my 6 year old son comes home, and once his homework is squared away, I just play with him, whatever he wants. I have no social life of my own, just him 50% of the time. All other times, I sleep or try to sleep.
I was just diagnosed with type 2, before it was just a variety of anxiety disorders, severe depression, and ADD. Feels like I've been falling and falling, and I'm just trying to get my fingernails in to the side of the cliff to grab on. Not working yet.
Good luck!
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