Something inside has snapped, its like I'm not connected to anyone or anything... anymore. None of this seems real,nothing seems to matter, I know it should and thats what scares me. Something inside has died and I can't hide it, I just can't fake it. This sense of impending disaster is so real I am wondering around an empty shell going through the motions... making things worse as I go.
I can't think straight anymore, I can't stop the pain, I can't be of help to anyone
There just doesn't seem to be any way out.