bp, i too am so sorry this happened to you. i know you must be so sad. it wasn't the kind thing to do to not tell you in person. not kind at all. i agree with the other replies here-be kind to yourself, take each day at a time, a minute at a time if necessary, keep posting here if you feel up to it and let us know if we can help. possibly this will open the door for you to find a soul mate who will love you for just being you. you deserve that kind of person in your life. right now just give yourself time to heal. i can tell from your post that you are special. don't forget all the good things about yourself. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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