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Originally Posted by WePow
The reason I am posting in this forum instead of the dream forum is because I wonder if this is my mind feeling so bad for all the emails I have sent my T. Almost like I am stealing his personal time with my stuff?
My T has never and would never act like he did in this dream. But it was a very POWERFUL and emotionally draining dream. And I do see T Monday. I am terrified of going back? Maybe. Yes? .... and No at the same time. In the dream, I WANTED very much to talk with my T. That is my emotion now. But I suppose the fear of the emotions is there in a very big way for me.
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(((WePow))) It could very well be your subconscious acting out guilt/shame/fear. I remember a dream not so long ago where I was in T's waiting room and someone else came in, too. I looked at my appt card and I had the right time....the other person had the wrong time. But she totally froze me out and told the other person that they were much more important than me and that I could wait.....it gave me the hugest lump of pain in my chest and throat and I woke up with it. Understanding that it was the fear of abandonment, the feeling of being insignificant to my T and in general, the feeling of doubting her love and others' love in general......So yeah, I think dreams do reveal a lot, and maybe your dream is revealing to you that there is this thought process in there ..... even though you KNOW you are not stealing anything from your T or asking too much from him, though your needs do feel very big!
